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Feb. 28th, 2003 03:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rootofnewtThere's a Lisa Marie Presley video on VH1 right now.
I've had trouble sleeping lately. I'm flaring and crashing, too. Achy, tired, and I've had a headache for nearly two weeks.
The headache isn't jaw or sinus related and it's not a migraine, but it's not pleasant. Naproxen kill it for a few hours, but I'm nearly out of naproxen and we're snowed in. We can't leave til someone comes over from the farm and plows the driveway. They won't do that until it stops snowing. And even then, they might not do it until we ask. The headache's ALMOST enough to convince me to walk the two miles to VA6 and hitch a ride into Scottsville so I can visit the pharmacy. Almost... but it would take too much energy and I don't think I can walk to the end of my driveway, much less two miles in the snow.
The brain fog is getting worse. This is one of the worst parts of being sick. I could almost accept having a body that never stops hurting if I could just have my mind back. I keep forgetting things and wandering about the house aimlessly, when I'm not curled up on the couch or the bed. Reading is difficult, as is watching tv. Boy has done a lot of cooking and dishes these last few days. I'm quite thankful for that. I'm too dizzy to stay standing most of the time.
Boy says that, despite my claims, winter really does make me more ill. I haven't pointed out that the days are getting longer. It's sunlight, I tell you! Sunlight is EEEEVIL!
I'm going to go bury myself under the covers now.
I've had trouble sleeping lately. I'm flaring and crashing, too. Achy, tired, and I've had a headache for nearly two weeks.
The headache isn't jaw or sinus related and it's not a migraine, but it's not pleasant. Naproxen kill it for a few hours, but I'm nearly out of naproxen and we're snowed in. We can't leave til someone comes over from the farm and plows the driveway. They won't do that until it stops snowing. And even then, they might not do it until we ask. The headache's ALMOST enough to convince me to walk the two miles to VA6 and hitch a ride into Scottsville so I can visit the pharmacy. Almost... but it would take too much energy and I don't think I can walk to the end of my driveway, much less two miles in the snow.
The brain fog is getting worse. This is one of the worst parts of being sick. I could almost accept having a body that never stops hurting if I could just have my mind back. I keep forgetting things and wandering about the house aimlessly, when I'm not curled up on the couch or the bed. Reading is difficult, as is watching tv. Boy has done a lot of cooking and dishes these last few days. I'm quite thankful for that. I'm too dizzy to stay standing most of the time.
Boy says that, despite my claims, winter really does make me more ill. I haven't pointed out that the days are getting longer. It's sunlight, I tell you! Sunlight is EEEEVIL!
I'm going to go bury myself under the covers now.
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Date: 2003-02-28 07:59 am (UTC)i HATE brain fog. when it hits me, i can't think, can't make decisions and if jay says something like "which direction shall we go in?" i burst into tears (NOT normal...)
but doesn't it make you relieved that you're intelligent? because i hate the thought of that being all i ever experience.