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i hate heartburn.

and tonight, it's really bad.

it doesn't matter *what* I eat on a bad day. so i usually just decide to eat what i want. unfortunately, garlic burps + heartburn = sick filling me.

bleagh.

the doctor didn't call back til late. he said i can pick up samples monday. if the next med doesn't work, i have to go see a gastro. *sigh*.

i don't want a stomach-cam. i just want the heartburn to go away away away.



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Fat Girl Break Down...

onceupon has an article in it, too. :)

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Well, another Saturday arrives.

I didn't sleep well last night. Damn mouse nest located... IN THE WALL. grrrr. the mouse gets scared and runs away if I turn on the CD player with canyon noises (flute, storms, snakes!), so I do that in order to sleep. I'll work on sealing the space between the baseboard and door frame later.

I can see the Belt of Venus through the trees to the east. pretty.

boy and i need to do some shopping. food, new fitted sheet for the bed, eyelash curler, black satin cord for my horns, that kind of stuff. ;)

This means I need to get dressed and get my hair done in a manner that will be conducive for styling later on. Then we'll come home, eat dinner, and I'll figure out how I'm wearing my hair to the club (yarn, i think) and put on club clothes. Or maybe I'll just get completely dressed now. Do I feel like dealing with weird questions at the nice department store or not?

Notes for self--gothabilly music while showering=SUPER BOUNCY krasota!!!

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that Revlon 3-day lash tint "mascara"?

it sucks. it flakes. it splatters easily when it goes on (i have straight, stiff lashes, which i must curl unless i want to SEE them in front of my eyes), and then you must use *oil* to get it off. it continues to flake over the next couple days. WHY did i try it *again* today? well, i'm an idiot.

i have an old flannel-backed tablecloth. i think i'm going to cut an 8" semicircle out, with velcro. i can wrap it around my shoulders, cape style, and keep my damn powder (cornstarch) off my clothes. it will be short enough that i can move my arms, but will still cover my shoulders and neckline/boobs. yes, indeed.

sure, i COULD just find a shirt i could wear, but that's often too binding, what with armholes... or the drapey sleeves get in the way (i could cut 'em off, maybe i should look for a cheap men's shirt at goodwill).

anyhow. that's that.

i need to figure out what lippie i want to wear tonight. got white/silver and blue/black eye stuff on tonight... i have blue lippie, but maybe i don't want it... it smells bad. i need an UNsmelly blue lippie. who the hell puts perfume in lipstick, anyway? really, it's gross. berry flavors are fine, but not perfumy smells.

getting ready to hit the Dawning. YAY!

and i've heard i'm going to get squeaked at. WOOHOO!