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[rootofnewt]

when the plug falls out of the power port, my laptop makes a high-pitched whine. it's just the sound of the laptop when operating from the battery. other appliances have similar noises.

and they drive me insane.

i seriously get panicky and have a tendency to beat my head against the wall. i get angry. right now, i'm not near a wall, so i catch myself rocking back and forth with this high pitched whine ricocheting around the inside of my head. i hate it i hate it.

it hurts.

it hurts in a way that strobe lights do, but those aren't quite this bad. i just can't look at those without getting this same feeling. and flourescent lights make this same sound. and they flicker. they're evil. i can't hear anything else. the sound increases to a scream in my head.

i can't concentrate, i'm getting a headache, and i want to explode. i might explode. that's what this sound does to me.

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[krasota.livejournal.com]

what you need is a light timer--the kind you use when you go on vacation. put the cd in the stereo on repeat, but set the timer to turn OFF power at a certain time. no white noise for you, but you both still have music.

i HATE the stereo's white noise.

and i go nuts with white noise generators (the specific ones used to reduce noise, etc). literally go nut, that is... i get panicky, start rocking back and forth, develop insta-migraine, etc.

tell brock that he married you because you're crazy and now he has to live with his decision. ;) and get that light timer.