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Sep. 9th, 2002 04:09 pmwhen the plug falls out of the power port, my laptop makes a high-pitched whine. it's just the sound of the laptop when operating from the battery. other appliances have similar noises.
and they drive me insane.
i seriously get panicky and have a tendency to beat my head against the wall. i get angry. right now, i'm not near a wall, so i catch myself rocking back and forth with this high pitched whine ricocheting around the inside of my head. i hate it i hate it.
it hurts.
it hurts in a way that strobe lights do, but those aren't quite this bad. i just can't look at those without getting this same feeling. and flourescent lights make this same sound. and they flicker. they're evil. i can't hear anything else. the sound increases to a scream in my head.
i can't concentrate, i'm getting a headache, and i want to explode. i might explode. that's what this sound does to me.
and they drive me insane.
i seriously get panicky and have a tendency to beat my head against the wall. i get angry. right now, i'm not near a wall, so i catch myself rocking back and forth with this high pitched whine ricocheting around the inside of my head. i hate it i hate it.
it hurts.
it hurts in a way that strobe lights do, but those aren't quite this bad. i just can't look at those without getting this same feeling. and flourescent lights make this same sound. and they flicker. they're evil. i can't hear anything else. the sound increases to a scream in my head.
i can't concentrate, i'm getting a headache, and i want to explode. i might explode. that's what this sound does to me.
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Date: 2002-09-09 01:07 pm (UTC)aaaaaaaah
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Date: 2002-09-09 10:46 pm (UTC)I think flourescent lights should be freakin' outlawed. I'm trying to start a movement, but they're just too damned cheap. Sigh. This is what happens when the market decides stuff. It's never good.
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Date: 2002-09-09 11:02 pm (UTC)i
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Date: 2002-09-10 07:01 am (UTC)**feels like less of a freak, kinda**
I can hear a turned-on computer monitor from 30 feet . . . and flickering flourescents drive me nucking futs . . . I'm always the one walking over and turning off the stereo because it's making too much noise when nothing's playing!
Sorry your head hurts, sugar :/
-- Andi
:)
I haven't noticed lights bothering me, but the computer-being-on noise and (most especially) the stereo's white noise when nothing is playing drive me absolutely bonkers. Brock thinks I'm crazy, because he wants to listen to music while we go to sleep- which is fine- but he can't understand that the white noise the stereo makes after the music is over will wake me up!
:) Laura
eeeeevil
i can't deal with sounds that are barely there. that radio either be on or off. if it is idly in the background, don't be shocked when i wig out on you and snap.
motors - engines - fucking traffic kills me for this reason. the humming of a mack truck is the worse. my own car's engine is bad enough that i really do have to have the radio on and loud enough to drown it out or i'll get carsick from the sound.
ugh, can i go puke now?
Re: eeeeevil
i forgot though, the other thing that is evil beyond belief is that one icon picture thing you have that is like multiple pictures that keep swapping out. is that your idea of a twisted joke to see how fast you can trigger my upchucking reactions?
man jos i knew you were evil, but this tops it.
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Date: 2002-09-10 11:38 am (UTC)or i'd use this icon.
;)
but yeah, the stuff that triggers you (noises) triggers me, too.
especially stereos which are on, but not playing anything. AUGH.
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Date: 2002-09-10 11:41 am (UTC)i HATE the stereo's white noise.
and i go nuts with white noise generators (the specific ones used to reduce noise, etc). literally go nut, that is... i get panicky, start rocking back and forth, develop insta-migraine, etc.
tell brock that he married you because you're crazy and now he has to live with his decision. ;) and get that light timer.
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Date: 2002-09-10 11:43 am (UTC)refrigerator hum is nasty, too.
and power lines. AAAAUGH.
see, i think women tend to have more sensitive hearing than men, anyhow, but those of us with certain neuro problems (migraines, epilepsy, fibro) tend towards hyperacusis, too, making it a double-whammy.
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Date: 2002-09-13 09:20 pm (UTC)Fluorescent lights bother me, but only if I'm exposed to them for lengthy periods of time. I can deal with them for a couple of hours and tune them out, but I know that being around them all the time in high school contributed to my headaches.