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[rootofnewt]

when the plug falls out of the power port, my laptop makes a high-pitched whine. it's just the sound of the laptop when operating from the battery. other appliances have similar noises.

and they drive me insane.

i seriously get panicky and have a tendency to beat my head against the wall. i get angry. right now, i'm not near a wall, so i catch myself rocking back and forth with this high pitched whine ricocheting around the inside of my head. i hate it i hate it.

it hurts.

it hurts in a way that strobe lights do, but those aren't quite this bad. i just can't look at those without getting this same feeling. and flourescent lights make this same sound. and they flicker. they're evil. i can't hear anything else. the sound increases to a scream in my head.

i can't concentrate, i'm getting a headache, and i want to explode. i might explode. that's what this sound does to me.

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eeeeevil

[dkchapman.livejournal.com]

flourescant lights are the product of hell. not only can i hear them, and they flicker, they screw up my vision so bad that anything that projects any sort of light (be it a tv, a computer monitor, the laptop screen, reflections of light off anything) flickers and makes me nauseated as well.

i can't deal with sounds that are barely there. that radio either be on or off. if it is idly in the background, don't be shocked when i wig out on you and snap.

motors - engines - fucking traffic kills me for this reason. the humming of a mack truck is the worse. my own car's engine is bad enough that i really do have to have the radio on and loud enough to drown it out or i'll get carsick from the sound.

ugh, can i go puke now?

Re: eeeeevil

[dkchapman.livejournal.com]

christ you can't edit your own reply? that sucks.

i forgot though, the other thing that is evil beyond belief is that one icon picture thing you have that is like multiple pictures that keep swapping out. is that your idea of a twisted joke to see how fast you can trigger my upchucking reactions?

man jos i knew you were evil, but this tops it.

Re: eeeeevil

[krasota.livejournal.com]

if i wanted to trigger your upchucking reflex, i'd fix you some eggplant in fish sauce.

or i'd use this icon.

;)

but yeah, the stuff that triggers you (noises) triggers me, too.

especially stereos which are on, but not playing anything. AUGH.