i'm so tired of this.

[rootofnewt]

i was craving an omelet, so boy made one for me. i think they're going to have to be crossed off the list--they're making me sick these days.

i didn't fall asleep until nearly 6am. i woke up at 12:30, used the bathroom, felt horribly sore/nauseated/icky and went back to bed for another couple hours.

i'm so sore. it's hard to believe just how much worse my base pain level can get sometimes.

and what's up with the joint pain? that is not part of fibro. *sigh* i'm stiff and hobbly when i've been out in the cold for too long or when i first wake up. this is weird. lots of naproxen can help with it, but i hate taking it that often. besides--i'm already on nexium, i don't need to antagonize my stomach any more.

i haven't heard from the sleep clinic (the behavioral management place)--they were supposed to call me back this past week. I meant to call them on friday, since they were supposed to call me Tuesday. I'll do that tomorrow, if I remember. i'm going to ask them if they work with the sleep lab, if not, i'm going to ask them what more they can offer me that i don't already do or have tried. since i've done cbt, biofeedback, etc, i don't see the point in paying expensive co-pays for treatment i know is not sufficient. i also need to call the insurance company and see if they *cover* sleep labs.

i'm tempted to call my doctor and point out that if he's not able to help me sleep, he needs to address the *pain* i'm now in, preventing me from sleeping or functioning at even a 30% level of normalcy.

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[krasota.livejournal.com]

i make up parodies of songs... or i use existing melodies and make up stupid lyrics about monkeys flinging poo. then i sing them at boy. or i sing about how much i love his ass--he has ass issues (and poo issues) and gets all flustered and rolls his eyes. he doesn't take them seriously, so it's all good fun. i sing songs about vagina dentata, too. and i sing songs about killing my enemies (insurance companies, generally) in various horrible ways. ;)

sometimes i just sing irish drinking songs (and i include Ween's silly pirate song in that, along with boy's Fuck Yer Lawn) and drink cider.

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[lupa.livejournal.com]

okay, that caused a laugh out loud over here :)
i hope you've seen the "Queen of Wands" strip with the vagina dentata song?

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[krasota.livejournal.com]

yes, alierakieron pointed it out to me. i'm ever more convinced that *someone* has a spysat on me.