sleep soon...

waking up in 9.5 hours (at best)... but i'll probably awaken earlier.

i'm scheduled for a few scans today... MR of brain, cervical and thoracic spine... 1.5 hours in the tube, i'm told. i'm glad i'm not claustrophobic.

you know, while i really don't want anything deviating from the norm to show up... sometimes i wish something would... something that says "yes, right here. this is why her hands and feet go numb, tingly, and why they sometimes hurt horribly." "oh, no. the fibro isn't all in her head, she really is in constant pain." "ah yes, this is why she's so damned brainfoggy."

but i know that won't happen. i usually have tests which are the epitome of perfect little normal twentysomething stuff.

then again, at least i know that i'm more or less healthy, except for the overwhelming pain and fatigue.

i guess that should be a relief.

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well, the MRI clinic was an hour behind schedule... so i didn't get out of there til nearly 7pm... boy drove home. he's sweet.

i didn't mind the MRI, but being so still left me a little stiff and achy. i'm kinda tired.

and the damn contrast dye keeps haunting me with this bad taste in my mouth... it hits in waves, too. really weird.

all in all, an okay day. boy gave me yaksmas gifts (his aren't in yet)... season two of Lexx (all but the last four episodes) and a book by poppy z brite and caitlin kiernan. :) nice. he likes his ren and stimpy video.

i can't wait to see his face when he receives the rest. :D

he made dinner tonight, too. and cleaned the kitchen. i'm really tired and my feet are getting worse, so he's being nice to me in that cute boy way. i love him so much.