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Mar. 9th, 2002 12:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rootofnewti normally have a fairly positive body image... sure, i'd sometimes like a flatter tummy, smaller bosom, or clearer skin, but i'm me and that's okay.
until something happens... like, say... boy's weight being within less than a pound of mine. o_O
granted, he's on the corn allergy diet, which is almost as filling and nutritious as the gulag diet of the 1950s, but EEEEEEK!
he's 6-7 inches taller than me. yes, he weighed less than this when i met him (20 pounds less or so), but *i* weighed about 30 pounds less then. and i try not to obsess about this stuff--i did way too much food-obsessing back when i was a starving teenager. no, thanks. not for me.
of course, i've been breaking out in hives for a few weeks now (it's currently a daily event) and i've developed yet ANOTHER reaction to contact lenses. maybe my body wants a nice pine box.
i'm allergic to pine.
until something happens... like, say... boy's weight being within less than a pound of mine. o_O
granted, he's on the corn allergy diet, which is almost as filling and nutritious as the gulag diet of the 1950s, but EEEEEEK!
he's 6-7 inches taller than me. yes, he weighed less than this when i met him (20 pounds less or so), but *i* weighed about 30 pounds less then. and i try not to obsess about this stuff--i did way too much food-obsessing back when i was a starving teenager. no, thanks. not for me.
- i can't afford to lose weight. i have MCS and toxins are stored in my fat cells. if i burn fat, i re-expose myself to that stuff. my immune system is already in overdrive.
- i hate being getting dizzy, woozy, and falling down.
- if i lose my ass, my boobs will cause me to fall over. why bother screwing with a center of gravity i worked to hard to gain?
- my diet is sufficiently limited.
of course, i've been breaking out in hives for a few weeks now (it's currently a daily event) and i've developed yet ANOTHER reaction to contact lenses. maybe my body wants a nice pine box.
i'm allergic to pine.
