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Feb. 25th, 2002 04:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rootofnewti was going to call a charlottesville realtor today.
i can't make myself pick up the phone and dial.
why do i fear doing this? after all, i'm the one who gets to call the shots, really. i get to tell them what i want, where i want it... i've done this so many times in the past.
and i'm terrified to lift the receiver. i'm not even SHY.
i even have a list made out... things to say, notes by certain ads.
damn mold makes it too damn hard for me to think.
i can't make myself pick up the phone and dial.
why do i fear doing this? after all, i'm the one who gets to call the shots, really. i get to tell them what i want, where i want it... i've done this so many times in the past.
and i'm terrified to lift the receiver. i'm not even SHY.
i even have a list made out... things to say, notes by certain ads.
damn mold makes it too damn hard for me to think.
