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[rootofnewt]

today, my doctor noted that i've gained 15 lbs in the last year. he asked how i felt about that. i said it didn't matter, since there's not much i can do until the foot orthoses come in, anyhow. a walk a day would do wonders for my fitness *and* my weight.

i didn' t point out that i don't eat much and that i *do* walk for a couple hours twice a week, sometimes more, despite the pain. i really shouldn't have gained that much. i'm not sure how i did.

anyhow... he said that this costo will probably be really painful (like now) for a few days, but i'll have the effects linger for a week to two weeks after. i want to try the ACAC pool on friday to see if i can tolerate it (no sense in using boy's free two-week trial membership he has to hand out if i can't tolerate the pool. i can't really swim right now, but i could probably stretch in the pool and do a slow lap. if i can handle the pool, i'll wait til after the costo clears up to do the two-week trial, which gives me a free appt with a trainer. they have a trainer who works with water stuff and all their trainers are trained for the sick and elderly. maybe i can find someone who'll help me out. then i can be added to boy's gym membership... family or two-person or whatever.

i don't really want to lose weight, but i have some fat i'd like to lose, just so i'm more comfortable. i'm too short to carry much weight. sadly, i won't lose any cleavage (that would be heavenly), but i might loose some of the back-fat which accompanies it. my shoulderblades and such have been achy because my boobs have started spreading to under my arms, so i have to sit with my shoulders in an odd position, which makes my back all weird. it's not comfy at all.

someday, these boobs will go.