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i'm so tired. i just wanted to say that.
and i ache. i ache a lot. i ache so much i told boy that living was self-abuse. this was after he said that he's not quite as avid about self-abuse (get yer mind's out of the gutter) when i suggested we walk a couple miles. this is after a bus ride (bus was 10 minutes late, too) and a 3 hour drive earlier in the day.
yeah, i wasn't thinking too clearly. i couldn't walk a half mile, much less two whole ones.
i know i push myself too far sometimes, but hey... it happens.
and now we have green food in the house. and i have b12, since the neuro left a message saying i was too low. he also said i might need the injections. yum.
anyhow, i'm going to bed soon. williamsburg was fab. so was jamestown--nice to stand where my ancestors stood.
and now i'll go.
and i ache. i ache a lot. i ache so much i told boy that living was self-abuse. this was after he said that he's not quite as avid about self-abuse (get yer mind's out of the gutter) when i suggested we walk a couple miles. this is after a bus ride (bus was 10 minutes late, too) and a 3 hour drive earlier in the day.
yeah, i wasn't thinking too clearly. i couldn't walk a half mile, much less two whole ones.
i know i push myself too far sometimes, but hey... it happens.
and now we have green food in the house. and i have b12, since the neuro left a message saying i was too low. he also said i might need the injections. yum.
anyhow, i'm going to bed soon. williamsburg was fab. so was jamestown--nice to stand where my ancestors stood.
and now i'll go.
