just a few more days...
when ranting at length, resting, hairbrushing, and most of my other relaxation methods fail, why not consider that damn whole little "opioid withdrawal" problem?
*sigh*
just a few more days.
i keep thinking that.
i'm scaling down too quickly, but...
just a few more days and i'll be free of them again. they were nice during the "ack, can't breathe, hurts so much i'll die" period, but now i sort of *need* to know where it hurts, to ascertain that i'm healing properly.
all the same, this agitation and the temperature/mood/pain fluctuations are about to drive me nuts.
and why am i yawning uncontrollably?
boy looked at me in horror the other day when i said "Oooooh! that's what they did to ME, only with a shorter incision!" when a thoracotomy was "performed" on tv. he turned green when he saw the rib spreader.
*shakes head*
damn rib spreader is the whole reason i had to take the damn drugs for so long. those rib-spreader suckers HURT and wreak much havoc with the pain tolerance.
just a few more days.
*sigh*
just a few more days.
i keep thinking that.
i'm scaling down too quickly, but...
just a few more days and i'll be free of them again. they were nice during the "ack, can't breathe, hurts so much i'll die" period, but now i sort of *need* to know where it hurts, to ascertain that i'm healing properly.
all the same, this agitation and the temperature/mood/pain fluctuations are about to drive me nuts.
and why am i yawning uncontrollably?
boy looked at me in horror the other day when i said "Oooooh! that's what they did to ME, only with a shorter incision!" when a thoracotomy was "performed" on tv. he turned green when he saw the rib spreader.
*shakes head*
damn rib spreader is the whole reason i had to take the damn drugs for so long. those rib-spreader suckers HURT and wreak much havoc with the pain tolerance.
just a few more days.