ygg,
I'm so sorry to hear about all the pain you're in! I can very much empathize with how you're feeling from all the losses I've had to cope with also.

Does heat or ice or gentle massage or anything like that help you? Can you take something herbal like kava kava to help you relax and sleep? :(

Make sure you get yourself on the neurologist's cancellation list--that's how i got in "early" to many of my doctors.

I'll be praying that you'll soon have relief to get through these days.

(((ygg))))

~Silver